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Run.


Jasmine wants




Plead

talk to monster and monster won't eat you.




Victims


upcoming! fun schedule equivalent :)

x Love Matters (Sunday) it's a terrible movie. =(
x The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (TBA)
x Cycling (TBA) --> I miss cycling =(
x Current Affairs Workshop (10,11,12 March)
x Thieves Market OH SO FUN! =D OWL BAG! <333
x 12 Rounds <-- hmm, boring movie? zzzzz *retches at mention of popcorn*
x Visit Objectif <-- LOMO Embassy; lomos are expensive. =(
x ARTFRIEND WAS FUN; haahs, if you consider trying not to fold a piece of turquoise tracing paper and bring it home in one piece fun.
x Knowing (Saturday)
x chalet! (13-16 April) <3333333
x X-MEN ORIGINS: WOLVERINE FOUND :D

Dramas
x Witch Yoo Hee
x ToGetHer (ai jiu zhai yi qi)
x Boys over Flowers
x Grey's Anatomy S5 WAITING S6!!
x House S5 SEASON 6 HURRY OUT!
x Gokugen 1, 2, 3

Movies
x Coraline
x Knowing
x Potter
x X-Men Origins: WOLVERINE

Sewing Machine
x fabrics purchase GOT THEM! =D
x attempts to create: jewellery tools case, purses, passport cover, lappy cozy
x BOOK COVER! COMPLETE!

Photography
x amateur photography --> kinda suck at this huh? (well, ongoing)

OHLIQ
x finish selling those ragged pieces of clothes! (can I give up already? :S)

Jasmine/A Tinge of Aquamarine
x jewellery tuning
x photography
x conceptualise
x photoshop

Cooking
x attempt to arrange/attend cooking lessons once a week with my mother CLOSE to giving up on this. :P

Fleas
x visit the theives' market at sugei road (since I FINALLY found out how to get there :) (wed) <3333333333

Fitness
x once-twice weekly jogging :) hey, relieves stress and increases metabolism! very very good. =) (or others like tennis and cycling)--> these no time. =(
x GOAL: to lose weight to below **kg :D
x dance class
x GOLF! lol.
x kayaking!

CCA stuff
x NYAA Chapter
x SPIN@TRM - NATAS

WISH LIST
x Disderi 3 Lens Camera =) --> Spreeing it! :D
x headphones? Those vintage kind! Plus won't mess my hair! (note* my head is pretty big, pls make necessary allowances. :P) --> anyone want to bring me to Jaben/Stereo?
x Jewellery Case/Box for bringing to Taipei. =)
x Maybe you can get me stuffs for my OIAP. hahas, just please, don't give me a ricecooker. -_-
x New Glasses
x Contact Lens
x Nude Heels and Gladiator Sandals!--> waiting waiting waiting!!
x Casual Blazer!--> bought! but the seller superrr slow. :(
x Robot Necklace & whale earrings!--> think I may forgo these two, whale earrings not so nice, may switch to birdie instead! Robot mahs, idk...
x Polar Bear Wire Wrap!
x Two new bags I kan shang online. Should be getting it. Except dno when she ordering also... O_O
x External Harddisk :x

leave now and monster won't eat you.



Obituaries

Elle.



Friday, August 03, 2007
maybe i'm too stubborn for my own good, like let go already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okay, needed to vent.
shall stop harping on it.

anyway, don't you think maybe we are doing worse and worse? I miss everyone so badly, like suddenly I wna scream and laugh and vent my anger with mandy, qingy, xing, sally, even kah ying wld be good. Just anyone from st nicks, coz I miss those people just too damn much, and I can't seem to find these people anymore, they are truly one-of-a-kind. Even the songs that are playing from my ipod aren't nice. isn't that such a big sign? Why cldn't we have gone to the same jC or poly??! Like then we would be together...and it would feel so much better than trying to make new friends whom you don even know if you can vent your anger on/be childish/be random and they will laugh at you/be lame and they will have response/have things to talk about and so the awkward silence ensues... and then worry if they think you are mad or find you offensive/repulsive. That happened to me a few times. I dno where in the world will i find more close-knitted friends.My best friends are really made in secondary school and oh, I miss them so! We need to meet more often; even if afterwhich we may not feel like sharing, we may be in a bad mood, or have nothing else to talk about, we know, deep down that we don need to talk, we only need to be there for each other and that's the strongest friendship ever, that's all that matters. I want to be there for you, if not all the time, at least most of the time. Even if not all the time, at least I know those times I was there, I could cheer you up, even if I did not cheer you up, I know that at least I was there to help you, maybe only in the tiniest ways, but I hope I helped and I know I treasured those tiniest moments I was there, beside you. I do not wish for you to do the same for me, and you do not need to feel obliged to do the same for me as well, I just want to, because I never know what will happen to you or me if I do not. So, call me when you are feeling down and out and know that I will always be there and seek comfort in the fact that you will always have me, even if you feel like the whole world may be against you. You know you have me. Always.